Hey guys, thank you as always for checking out my blog <3
There’s something that’s been bothering me for a while now, and I feel like I should speak out because it’s affecting my relationship with you guys. I feel like it’s affecting how I transpose my feelings into blog posts.
There’s been a lot of people pressuring me to start making more money whether it’s covering events or selling space on my blog, whatever. Lately I’ve felt like I need to push myself harder to make more money, and in the process I’m forgetting why I started this blog in the first place. I love talking to you guys and hearing all about how you enjoy my posts. I love the experiences and adventures I get to go on & I thank God everyday that I’m able to do something I love. I’m so thankful for my close friends and family who’ve supported me in more ways than one. I’m still in awe of how far I’ve come and I owe you guys my best self.
The other night, I was applying for a blogging job online and I haven’t felt that overloaded since I was in high school. They needed essay after essay and research after research. My head was pounding, and I literally felt sick to my stomach because I’d built up so much stress. So, TO EVERYONE PUSHING ME TO BECOME SOMETHING I’M NOT, starting today I’m gonna try and remember why I started blogging in the first place.
Jordan Fisher once told me that, “If you do the things you love, money will come. Focus on your own happiness.” Currently craving the passion to find new fashion statements, defend animal rights, look up amazing art, create new experiences, and try to find meaning in writing again. find myself again <3
“The more we associate experiences with cash value, the more we think that money is what we need to live. And the more we associate money with life, the more we convince ourselves that we’re too poor to buy our own freedom.” -Rolf Potts